Endless day.. Part 2

Good morning everyone.. hmm.. or i should say Good night.. coz i didn't sleep until now.. Ya.. today is a sleepless night.. I thought i can sleep.. but my body and mind ask me to stay awake.. Looking at the person beside me.. feel so glad.. at least there is a person sleeping tightly.. not like me.. Standing at the balcony.. looking up to the sky.. for nothing.. no stars.. no moon.. only reddish orange clouds.. only empty feeling.. haha.. Telling people not to worry is so easy.. can u yourself stop worrying about the person u love? I don't think so right.. anyway we should be brave and accept whatever result is it.. and work hard to fight it.. happily.. then everything can be solved..

Endless day..

Last few days, my last hamster died.. again.. i thought after all these years, i know how to handle this kind of things.. but i'm wrong.. when i touched its body.. i cried.. again.. I know it was sick.. i ady prepared for the worst.. i knew the day will come.. that's y the thing i did everyday when i got back home is to check on it.. i want to make sure it's still breathing.. really sad everytime i saw him become weaker and weaker.. feel scare also.. coz i don't know how long can it stand.. but now feel relief for him.. Finally it can gather with his family.. release from all the pains.. wish that the whole family pets are living happily together in the other world.. God bless them..

The beginning..

After 2 months.. Everything is settled.. hmm.. i guess so.. haha.. I can't be so sure about it.. coz we never know what will happen in the future.. but don't be too negative also.. must be positive.. I know that the rainy days will always follow by the sunny days.. err.. i think my sunny day ady started.. just hope that it won't stop so fast.. hope so.. .. ..