Apple..

Today i felt so weird.. Everything looks so normal, but it turns out the other way around.. my mind was lost of control.. same as my body.. I always think of washing the apparatus carefully.. but still i broke a viscometer.. which my labmate and i use frequently.. I always want to  watch Piranha since its trailer was out.. thought it would be an excited movie like the old one.. but i can only use one word to describe it.. 'disgusting'.. really lost my appetite.. save my money for buying mcd.. thanks a lot.. and so i went back home to eat the only apple.. hahahahaha.. laughing out loud.. seed germination is happened in my apple.. The 1st time ever i saw this kind of situation.. What really happen today?? Everything i did, i watched, i ate was against me.. haiz...... I think i should go to sleep now.. hope i can get back my normal day tml.. pray hard.. >.<

Secrets..

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til' all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My god, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got no shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

All my secrets away

All my secrets away

厌倦

最近心情真的不怎么好。。甚至有时候觉得很讨厌。。不懂是我的脾气差了，还是我周遭的人变了。。唔。。应该是我不能忍了吧。。以前什么事情都尽量忍着。。不说出来。。只是希望大家平安和气。。常常告诉自己，既然做了就别后悔。。也别想什么回报。。可是今天竟然觉得很生气。。我也没要求什么。。朋友也好。。亲戚也好。。甚至家人。。最重要互相尊重。。礼让。。近期学着别太委屈自己。。因为没有人会珍惜的。。就算有，也是一霎那。。人的记忆多数是短暂的。。除非某件事或人，给你太深刻的印象，影 响。。要对自己好一点。。可能每个人都有委屈的时候。。可是你不是我，我也不是你。。所以别相提并论。。但是，一个人也不可以把自己看得太重。。太大。。“自己”，这两个字。。足以害了你。。每个人的性格特征，脾气爱好。。都不一样。。既然自己改不到，也不要影响别人。。试一下迁就他人。。应该不难的。。因为自己不喜欢，而不让别人去做，去吃。。太自私了。。做什么事也好，都要想两面，两边。。这样自己高兴，别人也开心。。皆大欢喜。。对吗？？呼。。。。。。我想是时候停了。。很夜了。。就写到这里吧。。心情也平复了。。爱睡了。。晚安。。