Ice cream..

Ice cream.. Ice cream.. I never see so many types of ice cream from Japan.. I wish i can buy every flavor back home and enjoy it one by one.. Wow.. Cool.. But don't know when can i fulfil this dream.. Haha..

Do u all try anyone of it before? Can u at least share a bit how's your feeling after eating it? I so want to know.. Hehe..

Lonely..

Do u ever think that u are alone? Maybe u are not always alone.. but u never feel so alone now.. U are afraid to stay so alone.. U feel like no one cares what happens and no one even realizes your existance.. Sometimes when u have a problem.. U know that actually u don’t really need an answer.. U just want to throw everything on your mind.. but who'll be there for u? your family members? your friends? or talk to your ownself? I think it depends on the person.. Right?

Christmas eve..

I wish everyone Merry Christmas here.. Hope all of you are happy and healthy.. Okie.. Since i was small, i like Christmas.. I always want to celebrate white christmas.. Because i like snow.. Unfortunately, i live in a tropical country.. Haha.. Good.. I think i have to wait until i become rich first.. But one thing i want to share is that i feel weird today.. I know the reason.. I just can't say it.. ahaha..

Joy..

Yesterday is a joyful day to me.. Because of the nice and delicious breakfast.. Thanks to my friends.. Feel so fresh after eating their homemade cheesecakes.. I really like to eat cakes.. Especially cheese..... cakes.. Wohoo.. I'm waiting for the second round.. Sifu gonna make it by himself.. Can't wait le.. Haha.. Besides, i also got a little surprise at night.. The very 1st surprise for this year.. Happy happy.. =)

Promise..

Do u have any opinion about this word? For gals, they usually like to ask ppl of promises.. For guys, they always like to break the promises made to gals.. Anyone agree with it? As a gal, i don't really like to ask ppl to promise me anything.. Because i know they'll never keep it.. and hence to avoid any disappointment.. Guys.. Y are u so afraid of promises? Is it because of u know that u can't fulfil it? or u can't take the responsibility? @_@

Useless..

I feel so useless.. I can't help my friends.. They are my friends.. I just don't know how to help them.. Maybe they think that i have done my best.. but i don't think so.. I'm upset about the news.. I can't do anything.. God.. Please.. Tell me what to do.. If nothing i can do.. dear God.. May U bless them.. guide them go through this challenge.. I wish all of them can finish their projects and pass it..

Habit..

Good habit.. Bad habit.. Good or bad.. Bad or good.. I also can't differentiate it.. But i think most of my habits are bad.. Don't u think so? Haha.. Bite.. Pinch.. Punch.. These are the most common actions i'll do.. Why am i so like to do it? I also don't know.. I'm very sorry to have such violent and weird habits.. I'll change it d.. Just give me some times k.. I'll change.. I wish to apologise to anyone that ever 'tortured' by me.. Sorry.. ;P

Fate..

命运.. Some ppl believe in it.. Some don't.. I do think that sometimes we can change our fate.. If we keep on thinking that it's our fate.. Then we won't put any effort to change it.. So if we want to change what we so-called 'fate'.. We must take a move.. We can't just let it be.. Believe in ourselves.. But not in fate.. Try our best and no regret.. ^^

Mistake..

Can we rewind the mistake we did in the past? Can we? Most people tell me that we must learn from mistake.. Learning from mistake does not meant that we can rewind it right? Learning means we don't repeat the same mistake again.. What if the mistake we did already hurt a person.. Although we won't repeat the mistake, but we still hurt the person right? Haha..

Selfish..

How to determine a person is selfish or not? For me, i think i'm a selfish person.. in some aspects.. Because i hope to keep something that i shouldn't have.. I know i can't keep it forever, but i just don't want others to have it.. Haha.. This is called selfish right? I know it's not good.. I try not to be.. Because it may make everyone unhappy.. But very hard to control.. I want to change.. Can anyone tell me a way to change?

Go forward..

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A nice song for u all.. with english subtitle.. It's a cheerful song.. There is a part of lyrics write like this: "Don't look back because there's no tomorrow behind you.. Face forward.." I like it.. Hehe..

Idiot..

Is this a sensitive word to u? My friends said cannot simply scold ppl 'stupid'.. So i wont use that word d.. But y i said myself 'idiot' also cannot le? Today most of my friends were so concerned about me.. Because i wrote my personal msg like this: "I'm an IDIOT".. They all asked me what happened d.. y suddenly called myself idiot wor.. Haha.. I simply write d.. My dear friends.. Don't worry k.. I'm fine.. Sorry if i make u all worried about me.. Paiseh paiseh..

Worry..

What makes u feel worry? Do worry makes u angry? or makes u sad and unhappy? One of my friend said worry won't make ppl angry d.. Is it true? I think it depends on the person and situation d.. For me, worry usually makes me feel down.. Very very down.. But it disappears very very fast also.. Maybe this second i feel worry about something.. Then next second i feel nth d.. Haha.. Siao right? Hoho :O

Pain..

I feel very painful today.. Actually i woke up about 8am this morning, but i can't get up.. I feel no energy at all.. I'm not sure whether my brain is too tired or my body is too tired.. or maybe both are exhausted.. Stress + Pain = ??? I also don't know.. I only know that i'm not the one who experience this kind of situation.. There are many people out there face the same problem.. Maybe 100x more than me.. I shouldn't give up easily.. I have to stand up again.. I can't lose in this battle.. I can't.. Gambateh to myself.. Haha..

Stress..

Yesterday was the first day i need to write my 'diary'.. But this diary is totally different from what u all think about.. This is a special diary about my work.. Actuallly i need not write so detail.. But i scare if i miss out something, then.. .. .. Haha.. I don't want to imagine also.. Anyway i'll try my best to use every second every minute wisely.. I know i'm out of schedule.. I need to catch up faster.. I think writing 'diary' is a good way to check on my work progress.. I think so.. Ha..

Take my heart..

O.. My dear friends.. You just need to tell him/her "I love you".. Everything can be solved d.. Don't be afraid.. even he/she rejects you.. You won't regret later on.. Believe in youself.. You can do it.. I give you courage here.. Go go go.. ^^

To my friends..

Afraid of Confess

Love hurts when you break up with someone.

It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.

But love hurts the most:

When the person you love has no idea how you feel about him/her.

My first time..

My very first time.. It's an unforgettable moment.. I could feel the pain.. But just a little.. Then i started to taste the flavor of iron.. Not bad.. Hoho.. After that, i felt horrible.. I was bleeding.. What was that?? I can't believe it.. Blood.. OMG.. .. .. Ok.. Stop.. Don't think too much.. Haha.. It was my lip.. It cracked.. Y was it happened? Because i'm sick? I got drink a lot of water le.. Ya.. I know.. The laminar flow.. D_ _n..

Wish..

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Wish everyone who is doing PTC culture can get their results and pass their projects.. Included me also o.. Hehe.. All the best to u all.. Gambateh.. :)

Concern..

Thank you to all my PTC friends.. U all are so nice and sweet.. Like u all so much o.. I appreciate what u all did and said to me when i'm sick d.. especially the 'Sweet' tea.. Wohoo.. I like it.. Haha.. Hopefully i'll get better tmrw.. So i can eat TGI with u all.. Wakaka.. Wait for me o.. =)

Sick..

One imperfection during last weekend is i was sick.. On Friday night, i only got flu d.. It's quite suffering ady.. The next day i woke up, sore throat came to visit me also.. Wow.. I totally suffered.. After i ate medicine, i felt better on Sunday.. But now i start coughing.. I think because of i took bath this morning and my lung can't stand d.. Haha.. Weak weak weak.. Must exercise a bit d.. Yes.. Exercise.. :o

Weekend..

I went back to my hometown last Saturday and Sunday.. I feel so excited d.. I miss my parents and sisters so much.. I'm a quite homesick person.. especially when i feel lonely in KL.. I miss them 100x more d.. Hehe.. The first thing i reached home is held my dad's hand and hugged my mom.. I just want to feel their warm.. gave me calm and comfort me.. Then of course talked non-stop with my sisters.. miss their noisy voices.. Haha.. In conclusion, i miss them so much and love them very very much.. ^^