Mourning..

Sorry my friend.. maybe u r right.. Most of my posts sound emo.. I'll try to share more happy things next time.. but can i write a mourning post for my little hamster? Today is the 8th day of 1st Lunar month.. I can hear the sound of fireworks everywhere.. I can sometimes see the fireworks.. Last year i enjoyed it very much.. cos i could feel the happiness and excitement.. However, i feel different this year.. I have no mood to look outside of my house.. just feel sad.. I hope my little hamster with its parents now.. so it won't be lonely.. The 1st one which left me is its dad on 2007.. The 2nd one which left me is its mom on 2008.. now comes to the 3th one: their daughter.. oh God.. please stop testing me.. please.. .. ..

Back to normal..

Life is back to normal.. slowly.. Everything is back to normal.. Although i try to stop it.. but nothing i can do now.. Haha.. Last time i used to say: i want a simple and normal life.. How do u define normal life? For me, i think that i'm living a normal life now.. Is it really what i want? i can't answer it.. Maybe i should be satisfied with what i already have.. In life, there are always undesirable things.. perhaps i should change my point of view to see life from another angle.. Then i would feel happier.. I have to move forward.. Time never run backward.. it only moves in one direction--towards the future.. ;)

Storm..

Hmm.. Back to KL.. sien.. .. New year, new wish?? Haha.. actually i also don't know what should i wish for.. Many things happened.. People use to say: calm before the storm.. wow.. so right.. Something that i never expect it'll happen.. it came true.. Haiz.. don't want to think about it now.. Because i have other stuff to worry.. my project.. my thesis.. my.. my.. my.. Sorry.. too many to state all here.. I'm not sure how long i can stand.. but i'll try my best.. Hoho.. People also say: rainbow after the storm.. is it real? I already forget how pretty is a rainbow.. long time no see d.. ~_~