Absolut Vodka..

Yest was the first time i drank hard liquor.. Although i already diltuted it with ribena.. i still can't accept it.. the bitter taste is the reason why i don't like it.. Haha.. but my friends like it very much.. they enjoy drinking.. Maybe i should learn to drink also.. next time la.. next time.. hehe.. Luckily i was not drunk just now.. only feel like vomiting.. thanks o.. mint really helps to stop it.. erm.. really don't like the feeling of nausea.. spoilt my mood.. sigh.. don't like staying awake too.. Why everyone feel sleepy after drinking alcohol.. except me.. '...' I also want to rest le.. okok... i stop now.. then go try to sleep.. @_@

懂了。。

别离没有对错
要走也解释不多
现代说永远
已经很傻

来又如风
离又如风
世事通通不过是场梦
相识也只不过擦过梦中

也许相爱很难
就难在双方各有各寄望
要单恋更难
给再大的礼也得不到归还

我懂这让我心碎
谁料我蠢得竟可
重覆去犯错
我却不能停止

我想哭
你可不可以暂时不要睡
陪着我
像最初相识我当时不怕累

愈问愈伤心
明明无余地再过问
心里都流着泪
但不会流泪望着你

别再做情人
做只宠物不做情人
和你不瞅不睬
最终只会成为敌人

神呀救救我吧
从头努力也坎坷
为继续而继续
没有好处还是我

谁得到过愿放手
曾精彩过愿挽留
年年月月逝去
越是觉得深爱谁

祈求天地放过一双恋人
怕发生的永远别发生
从来未顺利遇上好景降临
如何能重拾信心

如果。。

如果这就是爱
就算受伤就算流泪
我都愿意
只要你真心拿爱与我回应

如果你说你不爱我
请不要真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
再多一点点问候

虽然你什么都不想要
但你曾是我的全部
不要一切都带走
不要让我如此难受

我知道给你的越多
你就越想要躲
对你付出再多
你都不会感动的

我明白
我们的爱
已变成你的负担
过了就不再回来

只是永远
我都放不开
我还是默默的等待
最后的温暖

好想好想和你在一起
好想你的味道
好想你的吻
你是如此的难以忘记

我记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我在改变
孤单的感觉
改变自己真的需要勇气
忍住眼泪不让你看见

但你从不曾发现
我笑中也有泪
你给我多么痛的领悟
不是你的就别再勉强

Postgraduate gathering..

This evening we had a steamboat-bbq dinner at Restaurant Talipon.. an annual gathering for all postgraduate (Bioscience/Chemistry/Engineering) students.. I'm glad that most of the postgrads came.. and i have a chance to know them.. Although all of us are working at the same block.. but we didn't really talk to each other.. sometimes i don't even know they are postgrads.. hope i didn't do anything that offend them in the past.. haha.. This gathering is the best time for us to know each other, especially the newly join postgrads.. at least now i know their names and recognise their faces.. hehe ^^

Thank you..

Thank you for your understanding.. Thank you for everything u have done.. just for me.. I appreciate it so much.. I write this post.. because i want u to know that i'm happy.. with u.. Although i didn't talk much about it.. but i really enjoyed the days with u.. Maybe u r from Mars.. i'm from Venus.. Two aliens from different planets are quite hard to mix together.. Thank you.. at least we tried our best until today.. I believe that this decision is good for us.. it will really help us in the future.. just hope that your thinking is the same as mine.. leave it to God.. He has ady planned everything.. trust our faith.. just trust it.. .. ..

Family dinner..

I was invited to a Family dinner yesterday.. haha.. My friends who cooked for the dinner are guys la.. as a gal, i just helped in peeling the potato skin.. and walked around.. taking videos.. lol.. The food are really delicious.. no doubt.. U both are the 'future'.. wakaka.. then comes to the chatting section.. everyone enjoyed talking about the childhood tv shows and video games.. especially the 'Rockman'.. so many series.. For me, the most excited part is playing CS.. wow.. feel like going back to the past.. my happy hours.. Although i mostly was being killed.. but still want to thank all of u.. giving me one more sweet memory.. :)

Valentine's day..

Happy Valentine's Day.. to everyone.. hehe.. I would like to share something.. about Japan and South Korea..

In Japan, a gal will present chocolate gifts (either store-bought or handmade) to a guy, as an expression of love on February 14. The handmade chocolate is usually preferred by the receiver, because it is a sign that the guy is the girl's "only one". In South Korea, the gals will also give chocolate to the guys.

One month later, on March 14, there is the White Day, created as a "reply day". In Japan, the guys who received a chocolate of love or chocolate of courtesy on Valentine's Day are expected to return the favor by giving gifts, usually more expensive. Traditionally, the popular gifts are cookies, white chocolate, marshmallows as well as jewelry, lingerie and stuffed animals. Unlike western countries, gifts such as candies, flowers, or dinner dates are uncommon.

In South Korea, the guys will return non-chocolate candy as a gift to the gals on White Day. Besides, Koreans also celebrate the Black Day, which set on April 14. This day is created for those who did not receive anything on the 14th of Feb or March. They will go to a Chinese restaurant and order black noodles to eat. This is to "mourn" their single life. The 14th of every month marks a love-related day in Korea, although most of them are obscure.

Ok.. so what do u all think about the White Day and Black Day? quite romantic and cute right.. Haha.. ;p

Valentine's eve.. Part 2

Hey gals.. u are also thinking what to buy for your beloved right? hmm.. According to a recent study, most guys don’t actually want teddy bears, roses, or anything with the word, “love” on it.. they’d rather u didn’t bother at all.. But don't worry gals.. u can buy something that related to their hobbies or the things they love to do.. For example:

• Food lover
  

U absolutely cannot go wrong with giving him something to eat and drink, unless he is part robot.. U can treat him with his favorite food and wine or beer..

• Music lover

Guys simply cannot resist the feeling of cool metal against their skin, especially if there are buttons to push or wheels to turn.. U can buy him an iPod or CD album (cheaper).. haha

• Magazine lover

Sometimes guys may pick their favorite magazines up at great expense when he sees them on the newsstand, but never would think to get himself a subscription.. So, gals.. it’s a really thoughtful but inexpensive gift that makes him think of u all year long..

• Game lover
  

Some guys might pretend to be mature, but he’s not.. He may already have the PS3 or the X-box.. but, when u present him with the very latest and best games, he will love that u understand his habit and are supporting it..

• Sport lover

They just can't reject your present with u buy them.. their favorite sports equiments.. like racquets for badminton and tennis, balls for basketball and football, or bats for baseball and cricket.. Guys will love it..

I hope the suggestions above can help u gals to choose the right present for your love one.. ^^

Valentine's eve..

Hey guys.. still thinking what type of roses can represent your emotions and feelings? haha.. just follow the list below.. and u know what to buy..

• ROSE (BLUE) - Mystery, Attaining the impossible
• ROSE (BRIDAL) - Happiness
• ROSE (CABBAGE) - Ambassador of love
• ROSE (BURGUNDY) - Unconscious Beauty
• ROSE (CHRISTMAS)- Relieve my anxiety
• ROSE (CORAL) - Desire
• ROSE (DAMASK) - Freshness, Persian Ambassador of Love
• ROSE (GREEN) - I am from Mars
• ROSE (HIBISCUS) - Delicate, Beauty
• ROSE (LEAF) - You may Hope
• ROSE (LAVENDER) - Enchantment
• ROSE (ORANGE) - Fascination
• ROSE (PINK) - Perfect Happiness, Secret Love, Grace & Sweetness
• ROSE (DARK PINK) - Thankfulness
• ROSE (PALE PINK) - Grace, Joy
• ROSE (PEACH) - Immortality, Modesty
• ROSE (RED) - Love, I love you, Respect, Beauty
• ROSE (DEEP RED) - Bashful, Shame
• ROSE (TEA) - I'll Always Remember
  
• ROSE (THORNLESS) - Love at first sight, Early Attachment
• ROSE (WHITE) - Innocence, Purity, Humility, Secrecy, Silence
• ROSE (WHITE with IVY) - Purity of Intentions and Promise of Fidelity
• ROSE (YELLOW) - Joy, Jealousy, Friendship
  
• ROSEBUD (RED) - Pure & Lovely
• ROSEBUD (WHITE) - Girlhood, Heart Ignorant of Love
• ROSEBUD (MOSS) - Confessions of Love
• ROSES (Bouquet of full bloom) - Gratitude
• ROSES (Single full bloom) - I truly love you, Simplicity
• ROSE (MUSK CLUSTER) - Charming
• ROSE-OF-SHARON - Consumed by Love

Besides the type of roses, the way u present the flower to your beloved also important.. If the ribbon is tied to the left, it's referred to the giver; If tying to the right is referred to the recipient.. When the flowers are handed over with the right hand, the answer is "yes" and if given with the left hand, the answer is "no".. So, guys.. please bear in mind o.. :P

情歌王

This is also same as the previous one.. many songs combined in one song.. Hehe.. I think u all will like it too.. ;)

劲歌金曲

I like this.. because can listen many songs in just one song.. Let's us enjoy the songs together o.. :)

兩男一女

Haha.. accidently i found this song.. I like to watch this drama series when i was young.. full of dreams and happiness.. I like the ending also.. everyone can be with the one he/she loves.. sweet lo.. ^^

Chap Goh Meh.. Part 2

元宵快乐 to everyone o.. Today i feel very happy also.. because my friends and i went to eat wild boar curry again.. still tasty lo.. especially eat with plain white bread.. haha.. Besides, my sister came to visit me.. although she came here just beacuse of the steamboat la.. nvm.. I'm glad that she is with me now.. Hehe.. then i heard the sound of fireworks again.. this time i can really enjoy it.. I suddenly feel so lucky.. Yuhoo!!! :)

Chap Goh Meh..

Yea.. After 2 years, i celebrated Chap Goh Meh again.. with my friends.. Although they are different gang of friends, but i still feel very happy.. Hehe.. the events were also the same.. First round is ate dinner together and then followed by gambling.. Second round is 'lou sang' and then continued to gamble.. wahaha.. I never gamble so long.. 5 hrs.. until i blur blur d.. I enjoyed it even though i didn't win money.. Hoho :P

不完美

wow.. The lyrics of this song are so deep.. How can the perfect one become imperfect one? er.. don't understand at all.. Nvm la.. just enjoy the song.. ;)

Rest in peace..

What's the worst thing that can happen now? I have gone through 22 years.. but never have all bad things happened within 2 weeks.. Maybe some of u may console me that it's an coincidence.. ya.. ok.. I'll tell myself all things happened coincidentally.. just hope that i won't get a nervous breakdown.. once again.. I would like to mourn the death of my another little hamster.. wish it rest in peace.. with its parents and siblings.. ;(

痴心絕對

Actually I post this song for fun.. bacause some of the lyrics similar to my msn pm.. Haha.. hope u all like it.. Ok.. now let's get serious on the following statement... Thank God.. I finally wake up d.. My friend said dare to dream.. dare to go after the dream.. but i just want to say.. there is something that u can never get it.. Miracle will never happen.. so don't wait for it.. Wake up and u'll realize.. It's only a dream..

Praying..

Dear God.. May i know when can i be truly happy again? I'm always happy with my family and friends.. but.. .. Ok.. I know.. My stubbornness causes all the problems.. 是我自己看不开.. It's all my fault.. 是我自己太愚蠢.. What do You want me to do now? everyone says You have a plan.. that happened for the best.. is it true? All the things happened are for my own good? If it's true.. God.. can You at least send me an angel? >.<

Chance..

Haha.. I stole this idea from my friend.. "It's never too late for a second chance".. erm.. i agree.. half only.. Because i think that when there is a chance for u right now.. if u miss it.. then u'll miss it forever.. not everything has second chance.. But sometimes there is another chance for us in our lifetime.. depends on how we get it.. or who give it to us.. Ok ok.. maybe u start to get confusion here.. the main point i want to say is I want a second chance.. for something.. The things that i really want to start all over again.. but who will give me the chance.. Ahaha..

Mourning..

Sorry my friend.. maybe u r right.. Most of my posts sound emo.. I'll try to share more happy things next time.. but can i write a mourning post for my little hamster? Today is the 8th day of 1st Lunar month.. I can hear the sound of fireworks everywhere.. I can sometimes see the fireworks.. Last year i enjoyed it very much.. cos i could feel the happiness and excitement.. However, i feel different this year.. I have no mood to look outside of my house.. just feel sad.. I hope my little hamster with its parents now.. so it won't be lonely.. The 1st one which left me is its dad on 2007.. The 2nd one which left me is its mom on 2008.. now comes to the 3th one: their daughter.. oh God.. please stop testing me.. please.. .. ..

Back to normal..

Life is back to normal.. slowly.. Everything is back to normal.. Although i try to stop it.. but nothing i can do now.. Haha.. Last time i used to say: i want a simple and normal life.. How do u define normal life? For me, i think that i'm living a normal life now.. Is it really what i want? i can't answer it.. Maybe i should be satisfied with what i already have.. In life, there are always undesirable things.. perhaps i should change my point of view to see life from another angle.. Then i would feel happier.. I have to move forward.. Time never run backward.. it only moves in one direction--towards the future.. ;)

Storm..

Hmm.. Back to KL.. sien.. .. New year, new wish?? Haha.. actually i also don't know what should i wish for.. Many things happened.. People use to say: calm before the storm.. wow.. so right.. Something that i never expect it'll happen.. it came true.. Haiz.. don't want to think about it now.. Because i have other stuff to worry.. my project.. my thesis.. my.. my.. my.. Sorry.. too many to state all here.. I'm not sure how long i can stand.. but i'll try my best.. Hoho.. People also say: rainbow after the storm.. is it real? I already forget how pretty is a rainbow.. long time no see d.. ~_~