三十日

I don't know y i choose this mv.. don't even understand what are the lyrics talking about.. ahaha.. hope someone can tell me the story in it la.. hehe.. But i like his voice.. very unique.. and also this sentence from the lyrics: " I'll spend my life here beside you in every way".. hmm.. good good :)

七友

Actually this song has 2 version.. one is sang by him alone.. another one is sang by 7 ppl (梁汉文， 许志安， 吴国敬， 苏永康， 卢巧音， 杨千嬅， 何韵诗).. I like the 2nd version.. but i can't find the mv.. so i used this.. the lyrics are still the same d.. hope u all enjoy this song.. quite nice..

Again..

Something is repeated again and again.. just like a cycle.. no ending.. unless u cut it.. hmm.. how many of u can do it.. very few right.. I think some are not even trying.. ahaha.. luckily I'm the one who at least try to stop the cycle.. but it's still the same.. paise paise.. I ady tried my best d.. maybe now is not the right time yet.. I always believe that when it's time to end.. nobody can stop it.. and vice versa.. okok.. I know most of u who are reading this post now will be confused ady.. because i didn't mention what thing is repeated.. what cycle is it.. nvm.. I just simply write.. don't mad o.. hohoho :D

Big day..

Just now i saw my secondary sch friend's wedding album on facebook.. hmm.. she's not the first one who get married at this age.. i ady saw few other friends' wedding albums d.. just that i didn't attend their dinners.. Suddenly feel like this is a very far dream for me.. getting marry.. haha.. i still hv a long time to wait.. not that i want to get marry soon.. I don't dare to think of it also.. i'm just not a good wife.. i think.. not even a good gf.. Sometimes i don't even know i'm a good person or not.. the 'good' title is really not suitable for me.. coz i don't really like myself too.. hope there is someone out thr teach me how to be good.. thx.. wuahaha

Headache..

haha.. the 1st time i didn't sleep for 24hr was because of my FYP thesis.. no matter how long is the due date.. i juz like to delay my work.. until at last hv to burn midnight oil.. so that day had to stay awake and finished it.. yest was my 2nd time 24hr didn't sleep d.. it's nth to show off.. i'm not proud of it also.. I just want to scold myself here.. hohoho.. i don't know what should i call myself.. noob or idiot or stupid.. I know i can't drink teh or kopi before going to bed.. but i still go and order it.. lol.. what am i? human or animal.. y can't i think twice before doing something? haiz.. now the end result is headache until wanna vomit.. ahaha.. 活该。。抵死。。

Blank..

Recently i feel so blank.. don't know y.. my friend asked me.. my stomach or my brain.. i said both oso blank.. wahaha.. Is blank = empty? same right.. Do anyone of u feel this way before? i don't know what is this feeling exactly.. I just feel like nth in my brain.. nth i want to do.. I just sit in front of my pc.. staring at it.. wondering what should i do with it.. watch movie? surf net? chat? ya.. I know i should find journals.. read journals.. but i really don't like it.. haiz.. why am i here? Everytime my friends asked me this question.. i really really don't know how to answer.. lazy to explain again.. few words to describe.. My brain is blank.. another way to desrcibe.. no brain..

End..

Is it true? Everything will come to the end.. include all good or bad things? I think maybe good thing will end 1st.. but bad thing.. it will never end.. coz i always hv bad things happened to me.. it's juz like a deep well that u can't see the bottom.. hahaha.. ok.. nvm.. Let's say something different.. er.. wait a while.. let me think 1st.. em.. .. .. o.. Do anyone of u believe in the end of the world? many ppl said it's coming soon.. really? how would this world end.. feel so curious about it.. Is it due to flood.. volcano exposion.. earthquake.. meteor strike? or 4 in one.. wakaka.. paise paise.. i don't hope to see to it happen too.. juz trying to make fun here.. LOL

Love.. Part 2

你说：“我们做回朋友吧！”
You said: "We are back to be friends!"

那么，请问：
Well, I would like to ask:

我可不可以继续和你分享我的快乐？
Can I continue to share my happiness with you?

我可不可以借你的肩膀流泪？
Can I borrow your shoulder shed tears?

我还可以每晚跟你通电话吗？
Can I still talk to you on phone every day?

我想见你的时候，是不是不需要任何借口？
When I want to meet you, do I need any excuse?

我寂寞的时候，你还会不会陪我？
When I am lonely, will you come to accompany me?

我想搂着你的时候，你还会拥抱我吗？
When I want to arm around you, will you embrace me?

我可以知道你和谁交往，她是什么人，你有多爱她？
Can I know whom you dating with? What kind of person is she? How much you love her?

我可不可以分担你的烦恼？
Can I share your annoyance?

我还可不可以向你撒娇？
Will you still pamper me?

我还能够在你家睡觉吗？
Can I still sleep at your house?

我可以继续留着你家的钥匙吗？
Can I continue to keep your house key?

我还可以陪你家人吃饭吗？
Can I accompany your family to eat?

如果今天我想的话，我可以睡在你旁边吗？
If I wish to do so today, can I sleep next to you?

你生日那天，可以跟我一起过吗？
On your birthday, can you celebrate with me?

我要跟你做这种朋友。
I want to be such a Friend with you.

如果不可以的话，我们就不要做回朋友了。
If not, then we are better not to be friends again.

摘自 张小娴

Love..

There are many types of love in this world.. the love between a boy and a girl is the one i always hear from my friends or read from their blogs.. mostly they share about the sadness of this boy-girl relationship.. hmm.. i don't know y.. maybe they want to advise the youngsters don't start dating so fast.. ahaha.. They talked about how this love make people happy and left people heartbroken.. no matter how many tears a person shed.. the pain wouldn't be rinsed away.. only time can heal it.. haiz.. I do think that sometimes we just need to let it go.. then everything will be fine.. right? erm.. I think so.. .. ..

Starry night..

Recently i work in lab until quite late.. feel so tired.. but i enjoy the silent and peaceful moment at night.. especially the starry night.. Whenever i culture until my shoulder pain.. i would go for a walk.. and look at the stars.. ****** Stars in the sky really mean a lot to me.. there are many things happened under the starry night.. I can feel the happiness.. when i think of the happy and sweet memories.. but i can also feel the loneliness.. when i think of the sad and bitter memories.. haha.. so conflicting.. err.. no worry.. Most of the time, the starry night is a relaxing and joyful night for me.. because it's hard to observe clear and bright stars in KL.. if i have a chance to see the stars.. I'll appreciate it so much.. hehe :)

Cakes..

西洋古董洋果子店里的蛋糕

I just finished a movie called 西洋古董洋果子店.. quite nice.. coz many cakes showed in it.. even though i can't eat.. i still feel happy.. hehe.. Yest i should have watched this movie.. so i can imagine eating any slice of these cakes.. to cheer me up.. ahaha.. yest i couldn't sleep at all.. i think coz of the nap.. i slept from 9pm to 11pm.. hoho.. I didn't purposely go to sleep d.. i thought want to lay in bed.. and rest awhile.. who knows.. i fall asleep so fast.. maybe too tired ady.. recently didn't sleep much.. hmm.. nvm lo.. learn this lesson.. and hope i won't repeat the same mistake again la.. ^^

Because I'm a Girl..

I watched this MV last two weeks.. very touching.. but my friend said it nvr happen in real world.. is it true? hmm.. don't know le.. sometimes i received some forward emails.. the contents are also something like this.. I really believe in it d..

Recovering..

haha.. i was sick the past few days.. Although i'm not sure today i have fully recovered or not.. i just want to go out to have some walks.. At first, i thought want to visit my juniors' convocation.. but i don't know the direction and find nobody to accompany me.. so i cancel my plan.. hehe.. Then i just followed my friends to Times Square.. went to eat Papa John's pizza and walked around.. The pizza is really tasty.. but i can't finish.. lol.. maybe i was still not feeling well that time.. maybe.. i also don't know.. nvm la.. at least i hv a nice day.. hanging out with them.. Thanks to u both.. and i should say sorry too.. to another friend.. didn't accompany her shopping.. paise paise..

Friday the 13th..

Paraskavedekatriaphobia.. is a term for those who fear of Friday 13th.. They use to believe that this day is a day of bad luck.. haha.. I do think that this superstition only applies to the person who believe in it.. 信则有， 不信则无。。 right? For me, today is just another usual day.. Although i don't feel well.. anything i ate also tasteless.. feel like vomitting out.. but i still need to work.. no excuse is accepted.. whole set of media spoilt d.. lol.. what to do.. of coz hv to prepare again la.. haha.. i really don't like it.. not an easy job.. always cut my fingers.. one word for myself.. noob.. noob.. noob.. ok la.. i need to get back to the lab.. Ja-ne..

Byebye..

Haiz.. one bad day.. everything went wrong.. In the morning, i received a sad news.. In the evening, i received a deathful news.. pls.. I know i can't control the seperation.. but don't make it faster.. Why can we live happily ever after?? okok.. If this is a part of Your plan.. then i can only accept it.. just don't be so cruel to me.. don't...... // I thought i finally dare to say something.. but nobody hear it.. haha.. What response should i give to myself? ya.. i know.. LOL.. Anyway i'm alone at this moment.. i can do what i want to do.. like to do.. wish to do.. hmm.. Hope everyone in my life feels happy and healthy forever.. so i would only hear good news from u all..

Mess..

What a mess today.. The air-con in prep room is spoilt.. a flood in the room too.. i ady feel very hot and dirty.. how come still many people stay in this samll small room?? I can't even find a place to stand.. the used glasswares and tips are everywhere also.. I think i'm going to get mad soon.. okok.. take a deep breath.. go out hv a walk.. wait until they are out of my eyesight.. Good.. can go back and start cleaning up the room.. hahaha.. somebody cut the bottom of biohazard bag n put it back to the drawer.. for the 1st time, i broke my vials.. lol.. who will expect there is another opening at the bottom.. y can't the person juz throw away.. haiz.. I don't know what to say anymore..

Diet control..

ahaha.. It's very funny when i hear myself saying want to control the diet.. coz most of the time my plan won't succeed d.. I'm not that kind with self motivation.. i juz know myself so well.. hohoho.. For example.. yest i went to oneU.. I ate spaghetti primavera and tiramisu as my lunch.. then bought a snack for movie.. after that went to have some sushi.. the most incredible thing was when i reached home.. i ate rice and 2 cups of japanese ice-cream as my supper.. lol.. I finished all by myself le.. Y can't i feel full recently? hmm.. i think is due to the weather.. this few days always rain rain rain.. Every night i also feel so cold even though i ady covered with 2 blankets.. oh God.. I really should stop eating like this.. if not.. haiz.. can't imagine ady.. ;(

先苦後甜

This is about the love of parents.. no matter how hard they hv to work.. they will take good care of us.. teach us.. guide us.. give the best for us.. In return, we should treat them the same way too.. be their good son and daughter.. make them proud of us.. rmbr always appreciate and love them o..

幼稚园

when i was small.. My parents always take care of me.. even though now i ady grew up.. whenever i face problems or unhappy.. They are still there for me.. maybe i won't tell them the problems.. but i'll make a video call or just call them.. as long as i can see them or listen to their voices.. i feel calmer and happier.. Love u both :)

傻豬

I want to be a 'sha zhu' too.. coz no need think so much.. but can be surrounded by happiness always.. hehe ^^

Wound..

Hmm.. just now i went to wash my face.. thought want to use cold water keeping me awake.. but what really make me awake is the tiny wound on my finger.. haha.. i'm really a n_ _b.. again.. i cut my finger with the aluminium foil.. I didn't realize it until i saw the blood stain.. coz i had to rush my work.. so i didn't put a plaster.. when i sprayed my hands with ethanol.. wow.. syiok-nya.. hoho.. Maybe i'm too busy working.. i totally forgot about the wound.. until i touched the running tap water just now.. i feel the pain again.. But i know when the wound is fully recovered, i feel no physical pain anymore.. erm.. What about the mental, spiritual or emotional pain.. can a healed wound has such pain??

Tagging..

haha.. My friend asked me y recently no new post d.. then i said because nth much to write.. Everything seems so right.. no more celebration.. no more special event.. no holiday too.. Back to my normal life.. busy thinking what to improve so i can graduate.. busy searching what movies to download.. busy reading friends' blogs.. and of course busy tagging photos.. wakakaka.. I'm really enjoyed when reading the comments they wrote.. so so so funny.. I'm glad that i started this chain.. coz it gives me a chance to chat with my old friends all together at the same 'place'.. hehe.. Sometimes it also reminds me the sweet memories in school, college and university.. feel very very happy now.. :)