年尾

又是圣诞前夕了。。转眼间又一年了　。。回想今年的我，好像做了不少傻事。。就算不傻，也不是什么聪明的事吧。。每年都糊糊涂涂的过日子， 不知道几时我才会醒来呢？我真的不喜欢酱着。。唔。。或许我曾经沉迷过这样的生活。。但是，我决定了。。不可以再拖拖来来了。。放弃吧。。下个月就告诉她。。我不干了。。哈哈。。厉害吧。。一直告诉自己说：“得过且过就好啦。。不想太辛苦。。懒惰找工作。。” 好咯。。现在要认真起来了。。好紧张。。第一次放开已经坚持两年的东西。。真的不容易。。不过，我感觉轻松多了。。谢谢，家人的体谅。。也感谢你的支持。。现在开心点了。。特地找来这张图片。。因为看到它，感觉好舒服。。好平静。。蛮喜欢的。。你们也慢慢欣赏咯。。^^

Interview..

This was the first time i get an interview among the jobs i applied.. i never hear any news, email or call from any company.. that's why i was quite excited as i saw the email.. Today i went for the interview with my friend at Subang Jaya.. we applied this company together.. but different post.. we started our journey early in the morning by lrt and ktm.. then we reached Subang Jaya station before afternoon.. I thought there are many buses going to that place.. but i was wrong.. we waited for the bus about 1 and a half hr.. and it only took us to the nearest junction of our destination.. at first we wanted to take a taxi.. but there is an uncle told us that it's only a 15min walk.. so we listened to him.. ahaha.. being cheated or maybe we lost our way.. we took 30min to arrive the company.. Anyway i was still excited when i saw a new and large building.. we settled down for awhile and started my informal interview.. i was like talking to a senior.. and after 15min, my interview ended.. we followed the same way back to the station.. and it was a peak hr.. argh.. so many ppl inside the train.. i cant even move a single step.. i feel dizzy and nausea.. and stomach ache.. lol.. i didn't know how long i can stand.. o gosh.. plsss.. faster reach my home *praying*.. at last at last.. i walked in my house and without stopping a single step.. i rushed to the toilet.. and now after a cold bath.. sitting here and typing.. AHAHA..

解释

你曾经听过这么一句话吗？

“不要解释了。。解释即是掩饰。。”

你曾经为了这句话而感到无奈吗？

我。。经历过无数次了。。

也学会不再解释了。。

有时侯，我会反问自己。。

为什么要去解释呢？

明白你的人，他们不需要你的一个字。。

不明白你的人，

你在怎么多讲几个字，

他们都听不进耳的。。

是吗？对吗？

可能你不赞成。。

好！！

那我就等着你的。。

解释。。

路

我从朋友那儿看到一篇不错的文章。。主题是：“路”。。文章的第一句写着：路是人走出來的。。对。。我非常赞同。。如果你有爬山的习惯。。你应该会明白这个道理。。我们常常说山路，山路。。为什么好好一座山。。会有路呢？是动物开的，还是人走出來的？你应该有答案吧！！

一条“路”在还没有人走过的时候，还是野草丛生。。被树木給掩盖着。。这条路根本还沒有出现。。但是，当有一个人鼓起勇氣要开这一条路时。。就算很困難，很辛苦。。这个人最后换来的是其他人从来沒有看過的新天地。。

可是人总是害怕一个人去开路，因為他们害怕被其他人当白癡，说他蠢，笑他笨。。往往要等别人先踏平那条路，他才敢去走。。这样他就不会受伤，不会跌倒。。一样很可笑嘛！哈！

“路”。。可以代表任何你想做的事。。现在你只须要问自己。。你踏出第一步了吗？

沉船

海中的船只。。

总是浮浮沉沉的。。

大晴天，它可以安详的飘浮着。。

但是，

大雨天，它可能安静的沉没了。。

天气。。

决定它的命运。。



** 如果，我是船只。。我可以摆脱天气吗？

Fish fish..

Yesterday i bought a new pet.. not one, but three.. haha.. they are guppies.. hmm.. if u studied Genetic in UTAR before.. then u'll know they are whose favorite.. hehe.. anyway let's talk about my new pets.. which died after 4 days i bought them.. it's quite sad to mention here.. I'm really not good in raising pet fish.. they were bad in luck to have me as their master.. I ady tried my very best to keep them alive.. but i still failed in doing so.. At 1st, they were happily swimming around.. the next day, they just sat at the bottom.. so i changed the water according to the info i searched from different websites.. then they looked okay again.. but the day after.. they died.. Haiz.. I'm really sad.. and i told myself not to raise pet fish anymore.. :(

Cleaning..

Aloha.. Long time no new post d.. hmm.. recently my life is so bored.. What's on my mind?! nothing.. really nothing on it.. Everything is just fine.. or I'm too tired to think of anything.. ahaha.. don't know.. maybe.. lol.. ok ok.. back to my title.. Cleaning.. I do quite a lot of cleaning works this few weeks.. happy doing it even though it's tiring.. a weird habit.. i guess.. Everytime i saw a place is dirty and messy.. i just can't stop myself to clean it up.. feel satisfied when the things get back to the right place.. hohoho.. Do anyone of u have the same feeling like me? hope i'm not the only one with this habit.. ^^

True or False..

Today i felt weird.. since i woke up this morning.. i just felt not right.. but i don't know how to explain it.. it's some kind of feeling like i'm a stranger in this world.. nobody notice me.. hohoho.. invisible man.. er.. watch too many movies.. think too much.. swt.. Hmm.. my housemate told me today is July 14th in Chinese calendar.. haha.. i guess my bad feeling is not due to this.. hope so.. lol.. okok.. come back to my title.. True or False.. sometimes it is really hard to tell what's true.. what's false.. I just hope everything is true to me.. i'm not sure it's good to have all true.. or mix with some false things.. ?!?!?!

心痛（第二部分）

凌晨三点钟了。。我应该听张智成的歌吧。。哈哈。。但无意间找到爱情。。莫文蔚的歌。。嗯。。刚开始听的时候还好好的。。但是看着我爱的回忆录。。心沉了下来。。呼吸也重了。。我到底要怎样做呢？做什么都做不好。。总是弄巧反拙。。太在乎了。。是报应吧！？累了。。麻木了。。真的吗？那篇越看越疼。。这篇越写越痛。。还要继续吗？夜了。。睡吧。。别想了。。没事的。。~.~

心痛

今晚，我感觉它受伤了。。

是我的多疑吗？

有人说：

灵魂之窗都会洩露它的秘密。。

是真的。。

看着那一双窗。。

今晚，我感受它的痛了。。

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不要，

请不要说可能累了。。

就累一个字。。

足以令我害怕一个晚上。。

就如承诺一样。。

是我现在不能承担的。。

对不起！

家

对我而言，家永远是我的避风港。。

可能它不是最好的。。

但是，它是一个庇佑我的地方。。

没有家，就没有我。。

过去种种不好的。。

不愉快的事。。

就让它过去。。

人要学会放下。。

放下过去，才有未来。。

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今天，是我人生中 最宝贵的一天。。因为大家的心得到解脱了。。坦坦白白。。清清楚楚。。讲完所有的一切。。担忧。。顾虑。。黑白。。对错。。已成过去。。最重要的是，大家明白双方的要求。。只要想法达到公识。。什么都可以解决。。误会也可以解开的。。这是我一直以来坚信的道理。。逃避不是好的方法。。记得要勇敢的面对。。这样才能活得自由自在。。在此祝福大家。。幸福快乐。。

Endless day.. Part 2

Good morning everyone.. hmm.. or i should say Good night.. coz i didn't sleep until now.. Ya.. today is a sleepless night.. I thought i can sleep.. but my body and mind ask me to stay awake.. Looking at the person beside me.. feel so glad.. at least there is a person sleeping tightly.. not like me.. Standing at the balcony.. looking up to the sky.. for nothing.. no stars.. no moon.. only reddish orange clouds.. only empty feeling.. haha.. Telling people not to worry is so easy.. can u yourself stop worrying about the person u love? I don't think so right.. anyway we should be brave and accept whatever result is it.. and work hard to fight it.. happily.. then everything can be solved..

Endless day..

Last few days, my last hamster died.. again.. i thought after all these years, i know how to handle this kind of things.. but i'm wrong.. when i touched its body.. i cried.. again.. I know it was sick.. i ady prepared for the worst.. i knew the day will come.. that's y the thing i did everyday when i got back home is to check on it.. i want to make sure it's still breathing.. really sad everytime i saw him become weaker and weaker.. feel scare also.. coz i don't know how long can it stand.. but now feel relief for him.. Finally it can gather with his family.. release from all the pains.. wish that the whole family pets are living happily together in the other world.. God bless them..

The beginning..

After 2 months.. Everything is settled.. hmm.. i guess so.. haha.. I can't be so sure about it.. coz we never know what will happen in the future.. but don't be too negative also.. must be positive.. I know that the rainy days will always follow by the sunny days.. err.. i think my sunny day ady started.. just hope that it won't stop so fast.. hope so.. .. ..

一场意外

我和你本来就是一场意外。

是我先闯红灯，不是你的错。

当你说不要赔时，我就懂了。

不是你赔不起。

只是你不想赔。

都是我的错，我是这样说的。

所以，你理所当然的没有责任了。

是我傻。

是我笨。

任由你数我如何犯错，我也心甘。

任由你要我如何赔偿，我也情愿。

你是不是觉得我好骗？

可以随便利用呢？

我是懂的。

你永远都不会认错的。

心酸

相对于友情，爱情是脆弱的。

很多情侣感觉有压力以后，

就再也不会联络了。

好像他们真的从来不曾相遇过一样。

有时候，既使不小心在茫茫人海中相逢，

双方却像透明人一样，互不理睬。

想一想真的很心酸！

人，冷漠起来是多么的残忍。

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得不到爱情，就要放弃友情吗？

停下来想要打招呼，还来不及开口，

就已经从身边擦肩而过，

忽然觉得很好笑，

曾经发生过的那些事情，

都已经学会接受它、面对它、放低它。

一个女生都可以如此坦然的去面对，

他又在逃避什么呢？

Frightening..

Do anyone of u go through something that often shows in the movie or drama series? I have few experiences ady.. this afternoon i nearly run over by a car.. ahaha.. because i'm wondering around when crossing the main road.. I thought no car d.. who knows suddenly got one car turning towards my side.. scary.. i was stunned for a moment.. my brain was like not working that time.. i don't know how to react.. juz standing there.. luckily i didn't stop there for too long.. if not, i won't be sitting here.. writing this post.. I'm not proud of it.. juz want to tell u all.. don't think anything when crossing road.. it's dangerous..

祝我生日快樂

This few days i didn't sleep well.. or i should say i can't sleep deeply.. there are always something in my mind.. I want to get an ans.. which i know i'll never have it.. Yest i finally fall asleep.. accidentally.. too tired d.. can't wait anymore.. but also woke up shockingly.. wahaha

Happy Birthday.. Part 2

Okay.. Yest night and midnight ady had a lot of fun.. now should get back to work.. mmm.. wait.. a bit lazy le.. can i rest for the whole day? once a year only.. can la.. can la.. ahaha.. NO.. the angel won.. so i listen to my good side.. have lunch 1st.. then go to lab.. But i get a good news.. which i'll call it a bad news for normal day.. the electricity will be off from 5.30pm.. Cool.. good job.. go go go.. repair the things slowly.. no need rush.. no need on the electricity so fast.. hehe.. this time the devil won.. ngek ngek ngek.. I can back home early.. and have a good rest.. Hmp.. tonight i'll sleep early and go lab early also.. This is what i told my friends in lab.. they all laugh happily.. coz i said "I go lab early".. lol

Happy Birthday (myself)..

Haha.. as usual.. i'm waiting for my family members to call me.. since last year i have to wait for 3 calls.. because they all are scattered in different places.. Although they are in 3 places.. but the duration of their calls are almost the same.. what do i mean is.. when my sisters were still staying at hometown, they only made one call.. and talked to me at the same time.. using loudspeaker.. for example, talking for 30 min.. Now they called separately.. the total duration of chatting is still 30 min.. hehe.. the funny part is they competed among themselves.. who is the 1st person calling me.. I always feel excited and guess who'll be the champion.. wuahaha..

Surprising birthday dinner..

Thank you, guys.. U all are really good.. even though got exam.. still celebrate my birthday.. erm.. I think this was the 1st time i celebrated my bday in KL with so many friends.. haha.. happy and excited.. coz my bday always fall at sem break.. so i usually celebrated with my family at hometown.. o ya.. Thank you for the dinner and this cake.. actually i want to draw a smiley face on the cake d.. but don't know y end up with this face.. lol.. look like an alien.. paise paise.. I'm really bad in drawing.. nvm.. it's still tasty.. hehe :)

Labour day (yesterday)..

Ahaha.. I celebrated my early birthday on Labour day.. I purposely went back hometown to celebrate with my parents.. so they could treat me eating also.. hehe.. This is the cake my mom bought for me.. but i only ate one piece.. sob sob.. coz i need to rush back the next day d.. or i should say i forgot to eat one more piece.. anyway I want to say Thank You to my parents.. they are the one who never forget my birthday.. and always ask me going back on my bday.. so they can celebrate with me.. ^^

Holding hands..

Are people holding hands as much as they once did? from a news.. i copied this question.. For my opinion, i don't think so.. which exactly the same as the answer from the news.. Holding hands is a kind of connection.. Children hold their parents' hands.. for protection.. for direction.. while elderly parents hold their adult children's hands.. for balance.. for support.. actually for both situations, holding hands is also a sign of love.. However, many youngsters hold their lovers' hands more than their parents' hands.. maybe the society here is not used to it.. so it's hardly to find one.. I'm proud to say that i'll still hold my parents hands.. whenever i have a chance to grab.. hehe..

Boyfriend/Girlfriend..

Why am i starting this topic.. because i need to collect some opinions.. so feel free to write me comments k.. thanks 1st.. ahahaha.. If u are a dad or a mom.. when would u let your children dating? or when would u let your children have boyfriend or girlfriend? I know different parents have different thinkings.. I also understand what are they worry about.. nowadays the society is so so so complicated.. and there are many people cheating around.. but sometimes parents shouldn't control too tight.. if not, their children will repel d.. ahaha.. don't worry ba ma.. i'm not talking about myself.. i'm good gal.. hehe ;p

Bad day..

Why i call it bad day? because today has many bad things happened.. not to me.. but to my sisters.. both of them.. They sound so unhappy.. I also don't how to help them.. i can only listen.. Everyone also has their own problems.. so it's always difficult to do comparison.. If u say u are the most unlucky one.. what make u conclude that? Do u all know they are many people in this world is having worse life than u? I can only say 家家有本难念的经。。or i should change it to 人人有本难读的书。。ahaha.. just don't compare with others.. they also have their own difficulty.. ok lo.. be happy always k.. :)

Tolerance..

What u all cannot tolerate? Can anyone name one for me? what i know is.. everyone has different level of tolerance.. to the same thing.. for example, lying.. to which extent u can bear? hmm.. I'm not sure about myself.. so far none of my family members or friends are really lying to me about serious things.. If they do so, i think i'll get mad and very very very sad.. I really prefer ppl telling the truth.. even though sometimes it hurts.. but if u hiding it.. u'll only hurt the person longer.. and deeper.. Don't u all think so? ahaha.. this is only my thinking.. maybe u all have different point of views.. right?? hohohohohoooo

Used..

Do u ever have the feelings associated with being used? by someone who u think is important to u.. Will u end it? or let it be? haiz.. very hard to decide right.. if he/she is someone u care.. I don't know y there are such ppl in this world.. who willingly being used.. They won't feel angry or upset? a bit also don't have?? I really don't understand what are they thinking.. On the other hand, y a person can use other ppl without any feeling.. no guilty at all? or the person has a lot of fun using ppl?? Please please please.. both parties should stop it.. don't let this cycle repeating.. is a bad cycle.. don't use ppl and don't let ppl use..

Missing..

Miss.. something?? someone?? I also don't know.. suddenly think of this word.. maybe just finish listening to the JJ song below.. then think back the story behind this song d.. erm.. we won't forget something or someone.. we just don't remember only.. They are always in the deepest chambers of our hearts.. as our memories.. no matter they are happy or sad memories.. As long as nobody dig it out.. then we won't think of it.. we won't talk about it.. But when a person says a word that related to your memories.. u'll start thinking of it.. and sometimes make u missing it.. for awhile.. or for a longer time.. ahaha

會有那麼一天

This song is very touching d.. especially when u watch the MV at the same time.. i think it's quite hard to find this kind of true love ady.. The 1st time i watched this MV, i cried.. ahaha.. the lyrics really touch my heart d.. :)

妳那么愛她

Last time whenever i went to sing K with my friends.. the guys always sing this song.. got one part of the lyrics i don't really understand.. 是不是 你有深爱的两个她。。so this means that the guy had 2 gals, then can let one of them to leave him.. rite?? swt.. .. ..

最近

wah.. this is the 1st time i watch this MV.. the gal really likes the guy so much.. but she wants to end her life together with her bf.. sad lo.. hmm.. anyone who watch this MV.. pls don't learn from her o.. just listen the song enough d..

Gambateh..

Okok.. Exam week finally came d.. my sisters are struggling with it.. my friends are struggling also.. But y am i so free here.. writing blog.. ahaha.. actually i got many paper works need to pass up next month.. but i really hv no mood to do.. haiz.. i know i can't be like this.. what to do.. i'm trying my best now.. I think i really need to train myself.. i want to be more self-initiative.. it's very important to me.. coz I'm just like an old car.. very hard to start the engine.. but when it's getting started.. then everything will go smooth.. haha.. anyway i want to wish u all who sitting for exam now.. especially those in final exam for final sem.. Hope everyone can pass with flying colors.. Good luck o.. :)

Cockroach..

Damn stupid giant flying cockroach.. because of 'u'.. i can't go to sleep.. I never see such a big cockroach.. about 2 inches.. dark brown in colour.. feel so disgusting.. especially when it was flying.. very fast lo.. i almost catched by it.. hmm.. sound kind of weird right?? ahaha..

It just looks exactly the same like the Wall-E roach (the photo above).. how comes the one in Wall-E so cute.. but the real one so frightening.. As i used the mosquito spray to kill it.. it didn't scare at all.. somemore chasing after me.. swt..

Japanese buffet..

Ahaha.. I think my family members are addicted to Japanese buffet d.. This is the 3th time they came to KL just to eat the buffet only.. everytime i also ate until my stomach very pain d.. i think this is a punishment of my stomach to me.. coz eat too much.. hard to digest.. sry o.. my stomach.. next time i won't eat too full la.. don't gastric k.. lol.. paise paise.. i should talk to my stomach privately.. but not here.. hohoho.. ok.. what i want to say here is.. as long as i can meet my family.. even though once a month.. simply eat also can d.. no more buffet lo (only for my family).. yo my friends.. u all still can ask me la.. hehe :)

Forever love..

One day, my friend asked me whether i believe in love that last forever.. if refer to parental love, then i hv to say Yes.. if talking about boy-gal relationship, i'm not sure about the answer.. I try to believe in it.. i try.. but sometimes we just have to face the reality.. when i was young, i always heard ppl say want to break up or divorce in my mom shop.. I also saw couples quarrel or fight each other.. I'm so naive to believe that i won't be one of them in future.. I told myself i can find my true love and live happily ever after.. lol.. i think that time i watched too much fairytale.. hahaha.. I'm now back to real life d..

Gathering.. Part 2

Hmm.. good good.. the fried hokkien mee really taste good.. and the fried chicken also.. ahaha.. i ate two pieces d.. paise lo.. hope nobody will complain i'm a big eater.. kakaka.. the best part of this gathering is going to Ampang Lookup Point.. i went there for the 1st time.. wow.. the night view of KL city is really beautiful.. even though that night is quite hot.. and i was wearing high heels.. my feet were really pain.. but nvm.. it's worth feeling pain when u reach there.. hehe.. i had a wonderful night.. long time didn't laugh until siao siao ady.. can't wait for the next gathering.. cheese crabs.. i'm coming.. ;p

Gathering..

My router was spoilt last few days.. i'm not sure whether it's a good news or bad news for me.. good news is i can sleep early.. coz can't on9.. bad news is i can't find journal papers.. no need do my work.. ahaha.. anyway the router is replaced and i can surf net now.. wakaka.. Last friday (17/9) we all grouped together again.. so happy and excited.. o ya.. hv to thanks u all for helping me.. if not, i sure delay the dinner time d.. paise paise.. long time didn't see u all working at the lab ady.. the sealing skill is still very pro.. hehe.. remind me of the joyful time with everyone of u in the lab.. really have fun looking at all of u doing culture for the 1st time.. :)

Special A class.. Part 2

I don't know y.. i like this part.. maybe i like the guy's character (Yahiro).. I think after u reading the manga or watching the anime.. then u know y i like him.. hahaha.. The song in it also very nice.. the gal's voice is so sweet.. hehe.. enjoy watching lo.. ^^

Special A class..

yuhoo~ Finally finish watching SA class d.. wow.. i like it so much.. long time didn't see such a nice n sweet anime d.. talking about friendship and love.. and many things more in life.. From this anime, i learn many positive values le.. if any of u are interested in anime, SA is a good choice for u.. but i think gals like it more la.. ahaha.. Thanks to my sis also.. forcing me to watch this.. :)

Preference..

I stole this topic from my friend.. ahaha.. i agree with him.. true true.. Preference makes people different from each other.. language, brand, personality, career, sexual preferences.. etc...... when a person says he/she prefers this and that.. v can't say the person is right or wrong.. because everyone has their own preferences for anything.. It's never ending if u want to argue with someone about a preference.. Sometimes it's quite confusing when comes to judge whether it's a preference or prejudice.. there is only a thin line between both of it.. so don't start this kind of topic with your friends o.. coz this debate has no full stop.. hoho :o

Heartbroken..

Wuahaha.. y i start this topic le.. coz many ppl are heartbroken recently.. paise paise.. i shouldn't laugh in this sad topic.. hmm.. heartbroken does not equal to disappointed right? I think heartbroken is worse than disappointed.. How can heartbroken be fixed? with gum.. UHU glue.. or duct tape.. haha.. joking only.. I don't think broken heart can be fixed so easily.. some of friends told me that time can fix it.. is it true?? er.. i think v need to consider what causes a broken heart.. then only v know how to cure it.. haiz.. alth it's not an easy job.. but i still hope that every broken heart in this world can be recovered soon.. jiayou.. .. ..

Rainy day..

The weather is so cold lately.. everyday oso rains.. for awhile or whole day.. I don't like raining when i need to go out.. especially after bathing.. stepping on the water by the roadside.. quite dirty rite.. haha.. But i like rainy day.. only when i'm indoor.. the sound of rain falling on the roof is very nice.. but so sad to say i can't hear any in KL.. coz i stay at condo d.. Since i was young, i like to look at the raindrops and listen to the rhythm of te rain.. give me a special feeling.. which i don't know how to explain in words.. hehe.. if u have this same interest as me, then maybe u can understand my feeling.. ^^

Shapes..

We have learnt different type of shapes since we were young.. round, oval, square, rectangle, triangle, heart shapes.. and many more.. do u all have any favourite shape? I hope i didn't ask a weird question.. haha.. for me, i prefer round shape.. i don't know y.. everytime i saw something which is round and colourful.. i feel so.. so.. so.. don't know how to describe my feeling.. er.. feel like owning it.. maybe Gollum in the movie of The Lord of The Rings understands me.. wuahahaha.. Yet, i'm not at his level la.. coz Gollum could not live without his "preciousssss".. luckily if i can't get what i want.. i still can survive.. but may upset for quite a long time lo.. hehe

April Fool's Day..

Today is April Fool's Day.. i woke up by a call.. from my parents.. I thought something happen thr.. coz they seldom call me in the morning.. u know what.. they said they are at the entrance of my uni.. ask me to prepare.. o gosh.. i'm still at home.. sleeping.. i asked them drive to my house 1st.. then i heard a laughter on the other side of phone.. and four more words.. "happy April Fool dear".. LOL.. This is the 1st time they did it to me.. ahahaha.. they sound so happy and enjoy it.. i feel happy too.. Thanks ba ma.. because early morning can hear the voices of u both.. I feel warm and calm.. Thank you.. hope i can go back home soon.. miss u all so much..

三十日

I don't know y i choose this mv.. don't even understand what are the lyrics talking about.. ahaha.. hope someone can tell me the story in it la.. hehe.. But i like his voice.. very unique.. and also this sentence from the lyrics: " I'll spend my life here beside you in every way".. hmm.. good good :)

七友

Actually this song has 2 version.. one is sang by him alone.. another one is sang by 7 ppl (梁汉文， 许志安， 吴国敬， 苏永康， 卢巧音， 杨千嬅， 何韵诗).. I like the 2nd version.. but i can't find the mv.. so i used this.. the lyrics are still the same d.. hope u all enjoy this song.. quite nice..

Again..

Something is repeated again and again.. just like a cycle.. no ending.. unless u cut it.. hmm.. how many of u can do it.. very few right.. I think some are not even trying.. ahaha.. luckily I'm the one who at least try to stop the cycle.. but it's still the same.. paise paise.. I ady tried my best d.. maybe now is not the right time yet.. I always believe that when it's time to end.. nobody can stop it.. and vice versa.. okok.. I know most of u who are reading this post now will be confused ady.. because i didn't mention what thing is repeated.. what cycle is it.. nvm.. I just simply write.. don't mad o.. hohoho :D

Big day..

Just now i saw my secondary sch friend's wedding album on facebook.. hmm.. she's not the first one who get married at this age.. i ady saw few other friends' wedding albums d.. just that i didn't attend their dinners.. Suddenly feel like this is a very far dream for me.. getting marry.. haha.. i still hv a long time to wait.. not that i want to get marry soon.. I don't dare to think of it also.. i'm just not a good wife.. i think.. not even a good gf.. Sometimes i don't even know i'm a good person or not.. the 'good' title is really not suitable for me.. coz i don't really like myself too.. hope there is someone out thr teach me how to be good.. thx.. wuahaha

Headache..

haha.. the 1st time i didn't sleep for 24hr was because of my FYP thesis.. no matter how long is the due date.. i juz like to delay my work.. until at last hv to burn midnight oil.. so that day had to stay awake and finished it.. yest was my 2nd time 24hr didn't sleep d.. it's nth to show off.. i'm not proud of it also.. I just want to scold myself here.. hohoho.. i don't know what should i call myself.. noob or idiot or stupid.. I know i can't drink teh or kopi before going to bed.. but i still go and order it.. lol.. what am i? human or animal.. y can't i think twice before doing something? haiz.. now the end result is headache until wanna vomit.. ahaha.. 活该。。抵死。。

Blank..

Recently i feel so blank.. don't know y.. my friend asked me.. my stomach or my brain.. i said both oso blank.. wahaha.. Is blank = empty? same right.. Do anyone of u feel this way before? i don't know what is this feeling exactly.. I just feel like nth in my brain.. nth i want to do.. I just sit in front of my pc.. staring at it.. wondering what should i do with it.. watch movie? surf net? chat? ya.. I know i should find journals.. read journals.. but i really don't like it.. haiz.. why am i here? Everytime my friends asked me this question.. i really really don't know how to answer.. lazy to explain again.. few words to describe.. My brain is blank.. another way to desrcibe.. no brain..

End..

Is it true? Everything will come to the end.. include all good or bad things? I think maybe good thing will end 1st.. but bad thing.. it will never end.. coz i always hv bad things happened to me.. it's juz like a deep well that u can't see the bottom.. hahaha.. ok.. nvm.. Let's say something different.. er.. wait a while.. let me think 1st.. em.. .. .. o.. Do anyone of u believe in the end of the world? many ppl said it's coming soon.. really? how would this world end.. feel so curious about it.. Is it due to flood.. volcano exposion.. earthquake.. meteor strike? or 4 in one.. wakaka.. paise paise.. i don't hope to see to it happen too.. juz trying to make fun here.. LOL

Love.. Part 2

你说：“我们做回朋友吧！”
You said: "We are back to be friends!"

那么，请问：
Well, I would like to ask:

我可不可以继续和你分享我的快乐？
Can I continue to share my happiness with you?

我可不可以借你的肩膀流泪？
Can I borrow your shoulder shed tears?

我还可以每晚跟你通电话吗？
Can I still talk to you on phone every day?

我想见你的时候，是不是不需要任何借口？
When I want to meet you, do I need any excuse?

我寂寞的时候，你还会不会陪我？
When I am lonely, will you come to accompany me?

我想搂着你的时候，你还会拥抱我吗？
When I want to arm around you, will you embrace me?

我可以知道你和谁交往，她是什么人，你有多爱她？
Can I know whom you dating with? What kind of person is she? How much you love her?

我可不可以分担你的烦恼？
Can I share your annoyance?

我还可不可以向你撒娇？
Will you still pamper me?

我还能够在你家睡觉吗？
Can I still sleep at your house?

我可以继续留着你家的钥匙吗？
Can I continue to keep your house key?

我还可以陪你家人吃饭吗？
Can I accompany your family to eat?

如果今天我想的话，我可以睡在你旁边吗？
If I wish to do so today, can I sleep next to you?

你生日那天，可以跟我一起过吗？
On your birthday, can you celebrate with me?

我要跟你做这种朋友。
I want to be such a Friend with you.

如果不可以的话，我们就不要做回朋友了。
If not, then we are better not to be friends again.

摘自 张小娴

Love..

There are many types of love in this world.. the love between a boy and a girl is the one i always hear from my friends or read from their blogs.. mostly they share about the sadness of this boy-girl relationship.. hmm.. i don't know y.. maybe they want to advise the youngsters don't start dating so fast.. ahaha.. They talked about how this love make people happy and left people heartbroken.. no matter how many tears a person shed.. the pain wouldn't be rinsed away.. only time can heal it.. haiz.. I do think that sometimes we just need to let it go.. then everything will be fine.. right? erm.. I think so.. .. ..

Starry night..

Recently i work in lab until quite late.. feel so tired.. but i enjoy the silent and peaceful moment at night.. especially the starry night.. Whenever i culture until my shoulder pain.. i would go for a walk.. and look at the stars.. ****** Stars in the sky really mean a lot to me.. there are many things happened under the starry night.. I can feel the happiness.. when i think of the happy and sweet memories.. but i can also feel the loneliness.. when i think of the sad and bitter memories.. haha.. so conflicting.. err.. no worry.. Most of the time, the starry night is a relaxing and joyful night for me.. because it's hard to observe clear and bright stars in KL.. if i have a chance to see the stars.. I'll appreciate it so much.. hehe :)

Cakes..

西洋古董洋果子店里的蛋糕

I just finished a movie called 西洋古董洋果子店.. quite nice.. coz many cakes showed in it.. even though i can't eat.. i still feel happy.. hehe.. Yest i should have watched this movie.. so i can imagine eating any slice of these cakes.. to cheer me up.. ahaha.. yest i couldn't sleep at all.. i think coz of the nap.. i slept from 9pm to 11pm.. hoho.. I didn't purposely go to sleep d.. i thought want to lay in bed.. and rest awhile.. who knows.. i fall asleep so fast.. maybe too tired ady.. recently didn't sleep much.. hmm.. nvm lo.. learn this lesson.. and hope i won't repeat the same mistake again la.. ^^

Because I'm a Girl..

I watched this MV last two weeks.. very touching.. but my friend said it nvr happen in real world.. is it true? hmm.. don't know le.. sometimes i received some forward emails.. the contents are also something like this.. I really believe in it d..

Recovering..

haha.. i was sick the past few days.. Although i'm not sure today i have fully recovered or not.. i just want to go out to have some walks.. At first, i thought want to visit my juniors' convocation.. but i don't know the direction and find nobody to accompany me.. so i cancel my plan.. hehe.. Then i just followed my friends to Times Square.. went to eat Papa John's pizza and walked around.. The pizza is really tasty.. but i can't finish.. lol.. maybe i was still not feeling well that time.. maybe.. i also don't know.. nvm la.. at least i hv a nice day.. hanging out with them.. Thanks to u both.. and i should say sorry too.. to another friend.. didn't accompany her shopping.. paise paise..

Friday the 13th..

Paraskavedekatriaphobia.. is a term for those who fear of Friday 13th.. They use to believe that this day is a day of bad luck.. haha.. I do think that this superstition only applies to the person who believe in it.. 信则有， 不信则无。。 right? For me, today is just another usual day.. Although i don't feel well.. anything i ate also tasteless.. feel like vomitting out.. but i still need to work.. no excuse is accepted.. whole set of media spoilt d.. lol.. what to do.. of coz hv to prepare again la.. haha.. i really don't like it.. not an easy job.. always cut my fingers.. one word for myself.. noob.. noob.. noob.. ok la.. i need to get back to the lab.. Ja-ne..

Byebye..

Haiz.. one bad day.. everything went wrong.. In the morning, i received a sad news.. In the evening, i received a deathful news.. pls.. I know i can't control the seperation.. but don't make it faster.. Why can we live happily ever after?? okok.. If this is a part of Your plan.. then i can only accept it.. just don't be so cruel to me.. don't...... // I thought i finally dare to say something.. but nobody hear it.. haha.. What response should i give to myself? ya.. i know.. LOL.. Anyway i'm alone at this moment.. i can do what i want to do.. like to do.. wish to do.. hmm.. Hope everyone in my life feels happy and healthy forever.. so i would only hear good news from u all..

Mess..

What a mess today.. The air-con in prep room is spoilt.. a flood in the room too.. i ady feel very hot and dirty.. how come still many people stay in this samll small room?? I can't even find a place to stand.. the used glasswares and tips are everywhere also.. I think i'm going to get mad soon.. okok.. take a deep breath.. go out hv a walk.. wait until they are out of my eyesight.. Good.. can go back and start cleaning up the room.. hahaha.. somebody cut the bottom of biohazard bag n put it back to the drawer.. for the 1st time, i broke my vials.. lol.. who will expect there is another opening at the bottom.. y can't the person juz throw away.. haiz.. I don't know what to say anymore..

Diet control..

ahaha.. It's very funny when i hear myself saying want to control the diet.. coz most of the time my plan won't succeed d.. I'm not that kind with self motivation.. i juz know myself so well.. hohoho.. For example.. yest i went to oneU.. I ate spaghetti primavera and tiramisu as my lunch.. then bought a snack for movie.. after that went to have some sushi.. the most incredible thing was when i reached home.. i ate rice and 2 cups of japanese ice-cream as my supper.. lol.. I finished all by myself le.. Y can't i feel full recently? hmm.. i think is due to the weather.. this few days always rain rain rain.. Every night i also feel so cold even though i ady covered with 2 blankets.. oh God.. I really should stop eating like this.. if not.. haiz.. can't imagine ady.. ;(

先苦後甜

This is about the love of parents.. no matter how hard they hv to work.. they will take good care of us.. teach us.. guide us.. give the best for us.. In return, we should treat them the same way too.. be their good son and daughter.. make them proud of us.. rmbr always appreciate and love them o..

幼稚园

when i was small.. My parents always take care of me.. even though now i ady grew up.. whenever i face problems or unhappy.. They are still there for me.. maybe i won't tell them the problems.. but i'll make a video call or just call them.. as long as i can see them or listen to their voices.. i feel calmer and happier.. Love u both :)

傻豬

I want to be a 'sha zhu' too.. coz no need think so much.. but can be surrounded by happiness always.. hehe ^^

Wound..

Hmm.. just now i went to wash my face.. thought want to use cold water keeping me awake.. but what really make me awake is the tiny wound on my finger.. haha.. i'm really a n_ _b.. again.. i cut my finger with the aluminium foil.. I didn't realize it until i saw the blood stain.. coz i had to rush my work.. so i didn't put a plaster.. when i sprayed my hands with ethanol.. wow.. syiok-nya.. hoho.. Maybe i'm too busy working.. i totally forgot about the wound.. until i touched the running tap water just now.. i feel the pain again.. But i know when the wound is fully recovered, i feel no physical pain anymore.. erm.. What about the mental, spiritual or emotional pain.. can a healed wound has such pain??

Tagging..

haha.. My friend asked me y recently no new post d.. then i said because nth much to write.. Everything seems so right.. no more celebration.. no more special event.. no holiday too.. Back to my normal life.. busy thinking what to improve so i can graduate.. busy searching what movies to download.. busy reading friends' blogs.. and of course busy tagging photos.. wakakaka.. I'm really enjoyed when reading the comments they wrote.. so so so funny.. I'm glad that i started this chain.. coz it gives me a chance to chat with my old friends all together at the same 'place'.. hehe.. Sometimes it also reminds me the sweet memories in school, college and university.. feel very very happy now.. :)

Absolut Vodka..

Yest was the first time i drank hard liquor.. Although i already diltuted it with ribena.. i still can't accept it.. the bitter taste is the reason why i don't like it.. Haha.. but my friends like it very much.. they enjoy drinking.. Maybe i should learn to drink also.. next time la.. next time.. hehe.. Luckily i was not drunk just now.. only feel like vomiting.. thanks o.. mint really helps to stop it.. erm.. really don't like the feeling of nausea.. spoilt my mood.. sigh.. don't like staying awake too.. Why everyone feel sleepy after drinking alcohol.. except me.. '...' I also want to rest le.. okok... i stop now.. then go try to sleep.. @_@

懂了。。

别离没有对错
要走也解释不多
现代说永远
已经很傻

来又如风
离又如风
世事通通不过是场梦
相识也只不过擦过梦中

也许相爱很难
就难在双方各有各寄望
要单恋更难
给再大的礼也得不到归还

我懂这让我心碎
谁料我蠢得竟可
重覆去犯错
我却不能停止

我想哭
你可不可以暂时不要睡
陪着我
像最初相识我当时不怕累

愈问愈伤心
明明无余地再过问
心里都流着泪
但不会流泪望着你

别再做情人
做只宠物不做情人
和你不瞅不睬
最终只会成为敌人

神呀救救我吧
从头努力也坎坷
为继续而继续
没有好处还是我

谁得到过愿放手
曾精彩过愿挽留
年年月月逝去
越是觉得深爱谁

祈求天地放过一双恋人
怕发生的永远别发生
从来未顺利遇上好景降临
如何能重拾信心

如果。。

如果这就是爱
就算受伤就算流泪
我都愿意
只要你真心拿爱与我回应

如果你说你不爱我
请不要真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
再多一点点问候

虽然你什么都不想要
但你曾是我的全部
不要一切都带走
不要让我如此难受

我知道给你的越多
你就越想要躲
对你付出再多
你都不会感动的

我明白
我们的爱
已变成你的负担
过了就不再回来

只是永远
我都放不开
我还是默默的等待
最后的温暖

好想好想和你在一起
好想你的味道
好想你的吻
你是如此的难以忘记

我记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我在改变
孤单的感觉
改变自己真的需要勇气
忍住眼泪不让你看见

但你从不曾发现
我笑中也有泪
你给我多么痛的领悟
不是你的就别再勉强

Postgraduate gathering..

This evening we had a steamboat-bbq dinner at Restaurant Talipon.. an annual gathering for all postgraduate (Bioscience/Chemistry/Engineering) students.. I'm glad that most of the postgrads came.. and i have a chance to know them.. Although all of us are working at the same block.. but we didn't really talk to each other.. sometimes i don't even know they are postgrads.. hope i didn't do anything that offend them in the past.. haha.. This gathering is the best time for us to know each other, especially the newly join postgrads.. at least now i know their names and recognise their faces.. hehe ^^

Thank you..

Thank you for your understanding.. Thank you for everything u have done.. just for me.. I appreciate it so much.. I write this post.. because i want u to know that i'm happy.. with u.. Although i didn't talk much about it.. but i really enjoyed the days with u.. Maybe u r from Mars.. i'm from Venus.. Two aliens from different planets are quite hard to mix together.. Thank you.. at least we tried our best until today.. I believe that this decision is good for us.. it will really help us in the future.. just hope that your thinking is the same as mine.. leave it to God.. He has ady planned everything.. trust our faith.. just trust it.. .. ..

Family dinner..

I was invited to a Family dinner yesterday.. haha.. My friends who cooked for the dinner are guys la.. as a gal, i just helped in peeling the potato skin.. and walked around.. taking videos.. lol.. The food are really delicious.. no doubt.. U both are the 'future'.. wakaka.. then comes to the chatting section.. everyone enjoyed talking about the childhood tv shows and video games.. especially the 'Rockman'.. so many series.. For me, the most excited part is playing CS.. wow.. feel like going back to the past.. my happy hours.. Although i mostly was being killed.. but still want to thank all of u.. giving me one more sweet memory.. :)

Valentine's day..

Happy Valentine's Day.. to everyone.. hehe.. I would like to share something.. about Japan and South Korea..

In Japan, a gal will present chocolate gifts (either store-bought or handmade) to a guy, as an expression of love on February 14. The handmade chocolate is usually preferred by the receiver, because it is a sign that the guy is the girl's "only one". In South Korea, the gals will also give chocolate to the guys.

One month later, on March 14, there is the White Day, created as a "reply day". In Japan, the guys who received a chocolate of love or chocolate of courtesy on Valentine's Day are expected to return the favor by giving gifts, usually more expensive. Traditionally, the popular gifts are cookies, white chocolate, marshmallows as well as jewelry, lingerie and stuffed animals. Unlike western countries, gifts such as candies, flowers, or dinner dates are uncommon.

In South Korea, the guys will return non-chocolate candy as a gift to the gals on White Day. Besides, Koreans also celebrate the Black Day, which set on April 14. This day is created for those who did not receive anything on the 14th of Feb or March. They will go to a Chinese restaurant and order black noodles to eat. This is to "mourn" their single life. The 14th of every month marks a love-related day in Korea, although most of them are obscure.

Ok.. so what do u all think about the White Day and Black Day? quite romantic and cute right.. Haha.. ;p

Valentine's eve.. Part 2

Hey gals.. u are also thinking what to buy for your beloved right? hmm.. According to a recent study, most guys don’t actually want teddy bears, roses, or anything with the word, “love” on it.. they’d rather u didn’t bother at all.. But don't worry gals.. u can buy something that related to their hobbies or the things they love to do.. For example:

• Food lover
  

U absolutely cannot go wrong with giving him something to eat and drink, unless he is part robot.. U can treat him with his favorite food and wine or beer..

• Music lover

Guys simply cannot resist the feeling of cool metal against their skin, especially if there are buttons to push or wheels to turn.. U can buy him an iPod or CD album (cheaper).. haha

• Magazine lover

Sometimes guys may pick their favorite magazines up at great expense when he sees them on the newsstand, but never would think to get himself a subscription.. So, gals.. it’s a really thoughtful but inexpensive gift that makes him think of u all year long..

• Game lover
  

Some guys might pretend to be mature, but he’s not.. He may already have the PS3 or the X-box.. but, when u present him with the very latest and best games, he will love that u understand his habit and are supporting it..

• Sport lover

They just can't reject your present with u buy them.. their favorite sports equiments.. like racquets for badminton and tennis, balls for basketball and football, or bats for baseball and cricket.. Guys will love it..

I hope the suggestions above can help u gals to choose the right present for your love one.. ^^

Valentine's eve..

Hey guys.. still thinking what type of roses can represent your emotions and feelings? haha.. just follow the list below.. and u know what to buy..

• ROSE (BLUE) - Mystery, Attaining the impossible
• ROSE (BRIDAL) - Happiness
• ROSE (CABBAGE) - Ambassador of love
• ROSE (BURGUNDY) - Unconscious Beauty
• ROSE (CHRISTMAS)- Relieve my anxiety
• ROSE (CORAL) - Desire
• ROSE (DAMASK) - Freshness, Persian Ambassador of Love
• ROSE (GREEN) - I am from Mars
• ROSE (HIBISCUS) - Delicate, Beauty
• ROSE (LEAF) - You may Hope
• ROSE (LAVENDER) - Enchantment
• ROSE (ORANGE) - Fascination
• ROSE (PINK) - Perfect Happiness, Secret Love, Grace & Sweetness
• ROSE (DARK PINK) - Thankfulness
• ROSE (PALE PINK) - Grace, Joy
• ROSE (PEACH) - Immortality, Modesty
• ROSE (RED) - Love, I love you, Respect, Beauty
• ROSE (DEEP RED) - Bashful, Shame
• ROSE (TEA) - I'll Always Remember
  
• ROSE (THORNLESS) - Love at first sight, Early Attachment
• ROSE (WHITE) - Innocence, Purity, Humility, Secrecy, Silence
• ROSE (WHITE with IVY) - Purity of Intentions and Promise of Fidelity
• ROSE (YELLOW) - Joy, Jealousy, Friendship
  
• ROSEBUD (RED) - Pure & Lovely
• ROSEBUD (WHITE) - Girlhood, Heart Ignorant of Love
• ROSEBUD (MOSS) - Confessions of Love
• ROSES (Bouquet of full bloom) - Gratitude
• ROSES (Single full bloom) - I truly love you, Simplicity
• ROSE (MUSK CLUSTER) - Charming
• ROSE-OF-SHARON - Consumed by Love

Besides the type of roses, the way u present the flower to your beloved also important.. If the ribbon is tied to the left, it's referred to the giver; If tying to the right is referred to the recipient.. When the flowers are handed over with the right hand, the answer is "yes" and if given with the left hand, the answer is "no".. So, guys.. please bear in mind o.. :P

情歌王

This is also same as the previous one.. many songs combined in one song.. Hehe.. I think u all will like it too.. ;)

劲歌金曲

I like this.. because can listen many songs in just one song.. Let's us enjoy the songs together o.. :)

兩男一女

Haha.. accidently i found this song.. I like to watch this drama series when i was young.. full of dreams and happiness.. I like the ending also.. everyone can be with the one he/she loves.. sweet lo.. ^^

Chap Goh Meh.. Part 2

元宵快乐 to everyone o.. Today i feel very happy also.. because my friends and i went to eat wild boar curry again.. still tasty lo.. especially eat with plain white bread.. haha.. Besides, my sister came to visit me.. although she came here just beacuse of the steamboat la.. nvm.. I'm glad that she is with me now.. Hehe.. then i heard the sound of fireworks again.. this time i can really enjoy it.. I suddenly feel so lucky.. Yuhoo!!! :)

Chap Goh Meh..

Yea.. After 2 years, i celebrated Chap Goh Meh again.. with my friends.. Although they are different gang of friends, but i still feel very happy.. Hehe.. the events were also the same.. First round is ate dinner together and then followed by gambling.. Second round is 'lou sang' and then continued to gamble.. wahaha.. I never gamble so long.. 5 hrs.. until i blur blur d.. I enjoyed it even though i didn't win money.. Hoho :P

不完美

wow.. The lyrics of this song are so deep.. How can the perfect one become imperfect one? er.. don't understand at all.. Nvm la.. just enjoy the song.. ;)

Rest in peace..

What's the worst thing that can happen now? I have gone through 22 years.. but never have all bad things happened within 2 weeks.. Maybe some of u may console me that it's an coincidence.. ya.. ok.. I'll tell myself all things happened coincidentally.. just hope that i won't get a nervous breakdown.. once again.. I would like to mourn the death of my another little hamster.. wish it rest in peace.. with its parents and siblings.. ;(

痴心絕對

Actually I post this song for fun.. bacause some of the lyrics similar to my msn pm.. Haha.. hope u all like it.. Ok.. now let's get serious on the following statement... Thank God.. I finally wake up d.. My friend said dare to dream.. dare to go after the dream.. but i just want to say.. there is something that u can never get it.. Miracle will never happen.. so don't wait for it.. Wake up and u'll realize.. It's only a dream..

Praying..

Dear God.. May i know when can i be truly happy again? I'm always happy with my family and friends.. but.. .. Ok.. I know.. My stubbornness causes all the problems.. 是我自己看不开.. It's all my fault.. 是我自己太愚蠢.. What do You want me to do now? everyone says You have a plan.. that happened for the best.. is it true? All the things happened are for my own good? If it's true.. God.. can You at least send me an angel? >.<

Chance..

Haha.. I stole this idea from my friend.. "It's never too late for a second chance".. erm.. i agree.. half only.. Because i think that when there is a chance for u right now.. if u miss it.. then u'll miss it forever.. not everything has second chance.. But sometimes there is another chance for us in our lifetime.. depends on how we get it.. or who give it to us.. Ok ok.. maybe u start to get confusion here.. the main point i want to say is I want a second chance.. for something.. The things that i really want to start all over again.. but who will give me the chance.. Ahaha..

Mourning..

Sorry my friend.. maybe u r right.. Most of my posts sound emo.. I'll try to share more happy things next time.. but can i write a mourning post for my little hamster? Today is the 8th day of 1st Lunar month.. I can hear the sound of fireworks everywhere.. I can sometimes see the fireworks.. Last year i enjoyed it very much.. cos i could feel the happiness and excitement.. However, i feel different this year.. I have no mood to look outside of my house.. just feel sad.. I hope my little hamster with its parents now.. so it won't be lonely.. The 1st one which left me is its dad on 2007.. The 2nd one which left me is its mom on 2008.. now comes to the 3th one: their daughter.. oh God.. please stop testing me.. please.. .. ..

Back to normal..

Life is back to normal.. slowly.. Everything is back to normal.. Although i try to stop it.. but nothing i can do now.. Haha.. Last time i used to say: i want a simple and normal life.. How do u define normal life? For me, i think that i'm living a normal life now.. Is it really what i want? i can't answer it.. Maybe i should be satisfied with what i already have.. In life, there are always undesirable things.. perhaps i should change my point of view to see life from another angle.. Then i would feel happier.. I have to move forward.. Time never run backward.. it only moves in one direction--towards the future.. ;)

Storm..

Hmm.. Back to KL.. sien.. .. New year, new wish?? Haha.. actually i also don't know what should i wish for.. Many things happened.. People use to say: calm before the storm.. wow.. so right.. Something that i never expect it'll happen.. it came true.. Haiz.. don't want to think about it now.. Because i have other stuff to worry.. my project.. my thesis.. my.. my.. my.. Sorry.. too many to state all here.. I'm not sure how long i can stand.. but i'll try my best.. Hoho.. People also say: rainbow after the storm.. is it real? I already forget how pretty is a rainbow.. long time no see d.. ~_~

财神到

Haha.. I hope all of u would like this MV.. I purposely find for u all d.. especially for those who are going to gamble.. If anyone of u win money, remember to treat me eating o.. Hehe.. ^^ Happy Ox Year..

Review of Rat Year..

Hmm.. Rat year.. What should i write? Haha.. I start this topic myself.. but don't know what to write.. sweat.. Erm.. My comment for last year is: so far so good.. which i want to call it 'so so' year.. This is because when my friends asked me how's your study.. usually i'll answer 'so so' la.. What kind of answer is this? Did i answer your question? Haiz.. .. .. stop it.. No more sigh here.. Ok ok.. I must be happy.. Chinese New Year is just around the corner.. should enjoy it.. Yuhoo~

Boredom..

Boredom.. Haha.. a new word to me again.. Recently i get bored easily.. I also don't know why.. maybe too much holidays.. from xmas until chinese new year.. I just don't feel like doing anything.. Haiz.. sure die if i continue to be like this.. Anyone can help me? please motivate me to do my thesis le.. Ok ok.. I know.. don't scold me.. I'm doing now.. half way d.. Haha.. ;p

Never..

I read this from an email.. and i think it's good to share with anyone who is.. Playboy/girl..

Never say 'I love U' if you don't care.

Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.

Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.

Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.

Never let a person fall in love when you don't intend to catch her/his fall.

Hope anyone of u who read this.. understand what should u do.. when come to boy/girl relationship.. please don't hurt the one who love u..

To my friends.. Part 2

Heartbroken


Heartbreaks last as long as you want

and cut as deep as you allow them to go.

The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks

but to learn from them.

謝謝

The title is ' Thank You'.. but it's a sad version of thanks.. Haha.. If anyone of u juzt say 'byebye' to your beloved.. listen to this song la.. U'll feel better.. or worse.. I dunno ;p

你不是真正的快樂

I like the lyrics.. and the ending of this song is good also.. but i'm quite curious.. What does the guy say to his gal? because he makes her smile at last.. :)

Educative letter..

This is about a letter that 諸葛亮 wrote to his son.. he used only 86 chinese words.. to teach his son the real wisdom.. It's a very good advice or lesson for people nowadays to learn.. ^^

夫君子之行，靜以修身，儉以養德；非澹泊無以明志，非寧靜無以致遠。夫學須靜也，才須學也；非學無以廣才，非志無以成學。怠慢則不能勵精，險躁則不能冶性。年與時馳，意與歲去， 遂成枯落，多不接世。悲守窮廬，將復何及！

True friendship..

This is about the friendship between guy and gal.. There is a boundary between them.. and it stated that better not to cross the line to maintain a good relationship.. Quite true also.. nice to read o..

有一些男生，很令我動心，但不動情。因為他們給我的感覺像朋友，真正的朋友。我可以和他們很坦誠的談論彼此的愛情觀、婚姻觀，以及種種的人生問題。在他們面前，我會忘記自己是女生，就不會撒嬌、嫉妒、耍心眼，我和他們各站在天平的兩端。我們可以一同看電影、郊遊回來，在車站揮揮手，各自去等自己的車，走自己的路。這種感覺好極了！如果，追求人生的伴侶也必須如此相知相惜，那我實在「捨不得」把這些男生當成男朋友。我害怕一旦變成男女朋友，我就會計較他不送我回家、他不說些好聽的動心話，他寧可送我「尼采與上帝」也不送一朵小花…… 似乎兩人之間只要滲入感情元素，氣氛就不一樣了。何況，男女朋友總會嘔氣，甚至最後各奔前程，這就更無趣了，愛情消逝，友情也跟著淡漠。我知道︰有些東西會比愛情恆久，更值得我追求。這種默契，是屬於男女私情之外的，我如此相信。

Meaningful words..

Haha.. Recently i don't know what to write in my blog.. so i read some short stories and copied the sentences or phrases that i think quite nice d.. I just want to share with u all.. Thanks for reading o.. :)

在年輕的時候， 如果你愛上了一個人，請你、請你一定要溫柔地對待他，不管你們相愛的時間有多長或多短，若你們能始終溫柔地相待，那麼，所有的時刻都將是一種無瑕的美麗， 若不得不分離，也要好好地說聲再見，也要在心裡存著感激，感謝他給了你一份記憶，長大了以後，你才會知道，在驀然回首的剎那，沒有怨恨的青春才會了無遺 憾。

Gotong-royong..

Yuhoo.. PTC lab finally becomes tidy and clean.. The preparation room also smells good.. I really feel like staying back yesterday.. Just to feel the freshness there.. Wahaha.. siao ady.. Anyway i would like to thank all my friends that came back to lab and helped us.. We appreciate it so much d.. If u all are free, do come back and visit us ya.. Miss u all o.. Arigatou gozaimasu.. =)

小酒窝

Hehe.. I like this song.. Very sweet.. the title is 'Little Dimples'.. I got dimples too.. Haha.. what am i talking about.. I also don't know.. Ok ok.. Just enjoy the song.. :P

說好的幸福呢

I don't really understand the story behind this song.. I think it's a sad story.. Anyway it's still a nice song to listen.. So pls feel free to watch the mv lo.. :)

Sentimental..

Sentimental.. A new word to me.. Can i call myself a sentimental person? Hmm.. but i think my friend prefer to call me an emotional person.. because i cry easily.. Actually what's the difference btw emotional and sentimental? In my opinion, an emotional person will only scare his/her friends.. I think so.. Because i experienced it before.. or still experiencing it right now.. I'm not sure.. Just hope that u don't scare of me because i cry a bit often.. I'm not an emotional person.. I know how to control my feelings.. don't worry my friend..

Rude words..

What kind of words that u consider as rude words? Is it those that make u feel offensive? or something else.. I think it depends on the person right? According to Broadcasting Standards Commission in UK - 'shit', 'crap' and 'God' were on the list of rudest words.. My goodness.. I always tell my friends i don't say rude words d.. but i'm saying it everyday.. Sorry my friends.. I won't say it again.. Hope i don't make u all angry.. Haha..

Manga..

Wakaka.. I start to read manga again.. but this time is online reading.. The first one i read is 7th Period is a Secret.. quite interesting.. Hehe.. I hope i won't get addicted.. but i think i won't.. cos it depends on the network.. Sometimes it's too slow.. load one page also need half day d.. ahaha.. So no worry.. :o

Late..

Are u always late for something? If u know me well, u'll know i'm always late to uni.. Haha.. I can't help it.. Everytime when i think of going to lab.. I just feel sleepy and tired.. or u can say i'm lazy.. Yea.. i won't deny it.. Sorry to everyone who can't stand my tardiness.. I'll try to change it.. Just give me some time.. >.<

Scare..

What makes u scared? Ghost? Heights? Fail? Change? or Death? For me.. I scared of insects.. any insects that come near me.. I will sure run away.. but i won't scream.. I try not to.. Haha.. However, the thing that i scared most is misunderstanding.. This can lead to separation and loneliness.. When a person misunderstands u, he/she won't listen to u anymore.. They'll only angry with u.. or scare of u.. No matter how hard u try to explain.. They'll choose to leave.. U'll be left alone.. Scary right?

Request..

Sometimes i think i request too much.. But when i think about it seriously.. I don't really request anything.. I'm quite confused also.. Maybe i always have something to ask for.. I just dare not to say it out.. or Maybe i already asked for it.. Just that my request is seldom be accepted.. What should i do? Should i give up on the thing i request? or should i continue to ask for it? Hmm.. I think i want to give up already..

Happy Birthday..

Haha.. A surprise party to the birthday boy.. I think he's very happy d.. I can see his face.. :P For me, it is an enjoyable party too.. Because i can hear laughter everywhere.. and the most important thing is i learn how to eat BBQ marshmallow.. Wow.. It's so nice.. Thanks to my friend who teaches me o.. Ya.. The video above is about carrying the birthday boy.. A gang of good friends.. Sweet sweet..

Emo day..

Haha.. Yesterday i emo at uni.. Hope i don't scare off my friends.. I also don't know y.. Suddenly think of they are going to leave soon.. Then.. .. like that lo.. Wakaka.. But i'm ok ady.. Feel better now.. Because of the following:

u can still find cody at hong dang kok eat wantan mee
u can still find who tall tall walk around
u can still find steven emo at corner
u can still find champion "broom broom" his motor
u can still find frozen so "masculine"

Hoho.. Thank you so much for these cheering statement.. ;p

Happy New Year..

Happy 2009 to everyone.. Wish all my friends always happy and stay healthy .. ^^ What shoud i say next.. Ya.. The time just flies.. Yesterday is 2008.. Then now is a new year to us.. Haha.. I have to change a new calender ady.. Starting to plan what should i do for this year.. If i keep delaying my works.. I think i won't be graduated next year.. Hoho.. :o